As the year winds down, I’ve been thinking a lot about what 2025 has been. It’s been a tough one. My mental health got out of control at times, spiraling in ways that left me exhausted and off-balance. But slowly, I’ve managed to get myself back on track. I’m almost back to normal – or at least a version of normal that feels like me – and that alone feels like a win.
Work has been a bright spot. My radio shows have gone well, I’ve hosted some brilliant events, and there’s plenty more lined up for 2026. Radio has reminded me of why I do this job: the joy of connecting with people, of doing work I care about, and of finding stability in something I love.
Looking ahead, I’ve set some goals for the new year. I’ll finally take a holiday in March – my first in nine years. I want to do more radio work, push myself further, and hopefully see some happiness in my love life. This year hasn’t been easy there. Seeing friends post about their happy relationships has stung more than a little recently, but it’s also a reminder that I want that too. I’m ready to put myself out there in 2026.
The last few weeks have been heavy. Draining. Eye-opening in ways I didn’t ask for. When the noise fades, you start to notice patterns: who shows up, who disappears, who tells the truth, and who spins stories hoping you won’t see. I noticed. And I’m moving on. I’m closing doors that should have been shut long ago. I’m choosing honesty over comfort, boundaries over approval, and self-respect over being liked.
Next year will look different. I will look different. I’ll speak up sooner. I’ll walk away faster. I’ll protect my time, my energy, and my work. Some people won’t like that. That’s fine. I’m no longer here to please everyone. I’m here to live honestly, do good work, and sleep at night knowing I didn’t compromise myself to keep others comfortable.
To anyone who has followed my journal entries this year, I hope you’ve found some comfort in them. They’ve been my way of making sense of chaos, marking the small victories, and processing the tough moments.
Here’s to a 2026 that’s lighter, braver, and brighter. Have a happy Christmas.